empty soul....

hidup terasa kosong...
kenapa harus hati merasa begitu?
mungkin hati laparkan makanan rohaniah...
telah ku isikan...
mungkin tidak mencukupi..
telah kucuba mencukupi...
mungkin tidak dengan kesungguhan...
telah ku beri dgn usaha yang gigh...
mungkin tiada keikhlasan...
terus...apa yg harus ku lakukan...
berfikirlah dengan tenang...
sujud kepadaNya..
mohonlah ketenangan...
apa pun yang berlaku,
sentiasalah bersangka baek...
semoga hidupku diredhai Allah...
amin....

this crazy busy days....

its lon time x post in diz blog....
tervery la busy lately...
everyday i got asgment to finish in short time....
how could i done that properly???
my life bcom worst day to day...
OMG!!!
can't hold anymore...
thing to do diz week...
1. monday ~ see psm supervisor: check my chpter 4 n 5
2. tuesday~submit quality system asgmnt
~ see psm evaluator : discuss when to submit our thesis
~ go HEP paid sewa bilik tertunggak
3. wednesday ~ advance manufacturing test
4. thursday ~ it might be i've to submit the thesis on this day
5. friday~prepared to simposium
6.saturday n sunday ~ still preparation 4 the simposium...
i hope there is nothing wrong bout my thesis...
i pray to Allah s.w.t...permudahkanlah segala kerja2 hambaMu ini...amin....
hope this pain will end soon...
arghhh......

rindu padamu....

really miss him so much....
can't wait to go back n see him..
hope we can get married soon..
OMG..
gatal...hehe....
but that the fact..
i wanna married a.s.a.p...
could i???

perghh....

lamak giler sa nya x update blog...
huhu...
tersngt la bz nowaday..sampe dah x terurus hidup sendiri..
mintak tolg korg uruskan boley?
pergh...mcm2 yg aq lalui lately.
sa mcm x cayak jak...

first ku nk cita masa pegi nengok konsert de tour ngn nazrey ex-raihan,
B boley manas ngn aq..
mgkin nya pikey konsert ya kat luar u kot..
xpa, tats mean he really concern bout me..eheks..bout 3 days juak la nya x msj.
sedey but dun want to stress bout tats kind of matter..
i've got many other things 2 do...
kes ya tolak tepi dolok..
yg penting kes yg ke 2 tok..

PSM!!!!
kenak la ko boley menjelma sebegini rupa...
lelah tauk x mike hal ko...overload dh ma brain...
B...msj la...gimme spirit utk menghadapi suma tok..
mggu tok adalah mggu yg really mencabar in ma life..
manyak keja ma kene anta mggu ini maaa..
tensen nya aq...
saba2...
ape2 pon aq yakin i can do it..
U GO GURL....


kes 3...
sometime aq rsa ve been betrayed by somebody...
nya ajak polah benda yg sama ngn aq..
n mdh mok tanggong sama2 akibatnya,,,
tpi last2 nya polah lain...
lain bena dr apa yg dh mek 2 plan b4..
xpa...biar Allah merik nya hukuman..
nektok aq dh xda selera mok be fren ngn nya agik...
get out of my face..
hehe...
luahan hati...mena bah..
salu gilak dh nya main taik ngn aq...
so, as a normal human aq pon ada tahap kesabaran juak rite?

proceed to next case...
disebbkan kes yg ke3 ya aq terpaksa pegi ke KL ari jumaat blit gik sabtu esoknya...
OMG!!!
penatnya Allah jak tauk...
aq berharap usaha ku ini memberi hasil yg lumayan utk my PSM..

another case...
B ajak get married diz MAY...
huaa....can i?
am i ready enough?
lu pikir la sendiri..

hehe... k lah...
smoga apa yg aq lalui tok menjdi satu pengajaran yg berguna utk ku...
smoga aq menjd semakin dkt dgnNya...
amin....
v(^_^)v